good day
Today was a great day except for a few things...... on the bus wil told me that he still liked me which i already knew.... He is real sweet sometimes but i dont know if i like him or not.. i did like him until i lost trust in him and its really hard to like a guy who you cant trust. ya know what i mean? Hayat is begining to get on almost everyones nerves b/c ppl are begining to see how she is when she has a b/f which by the way shes not supose to have but w/e. I had to sell fruit for My shorus department and the stupid ppl lost my freakin money and form sometimes i think my school is sooo stupid. i talked to Andrew and Clay and all thos ppl that i havent talked to in like forever i got a cute new sceen name hottblondie4you5 but w/e my cell phone is workin out pretty good now that my mom call the dumb place! i am goin shopping tomorrow for christmas presents im gettin $80 im soo lucky i wonder what everyone is gettin me for christmas! yesterday at the game me and brandy threw our exstentions and TYLER was there haha i could not look at him he would have made me laugh to hard or i would have messed up...when i was in the air chris waved at me so i waved back and he made me more comfortable.... Miss Annie was like im gonna go up to tyler and be like you dont know me but i know you b/c lauran obsesses over you all the time... but ppl if you knew hao hott tyler was you would obsess to b/c he is FINE!!!! lol
We are goin to get out christmas tree to night and decorating it we are also going to go out to dinner..... bakc on the topic of Wil i dont understand it b/c how can one guy screw up soo many times with someone he suposivly cared about? can someone answer that please.. i know im a blonde but ya know i thought i would ahve learned after he went out with her the 1,2,3, and 5th time but w/e i think i like TYLER but idk b/c i might still have feelings for Wil i really dont know but i know that they will come out soon b/c i cant hide them forever. Danielle and Brandy were going to tell tyler that i liked him forth period but i dotn know if they did b.c i have not talked to them since school today. i only have 5 more days left till christmas brake i cant wait i am going to see my mother on dec.26 and my brother and sister are coming with me. I want wil to hurry up and brake up with hayat b/c i know then i can tell if i like him or not but idk yet b/c hayat is somewhat of a friend to me so i cant tell if i like wil if they are still going out.... but they wont be goin out for too long b/c hayat keeps making wil mad and Wil keeps making hayat mad... like today wil was all up on her and he asidently steped on her shoes and she hit him and called him a fag... ok who calls their own b/f a fag even i dotn call wil a fag and i have known him for 3 years! i mena i would never ever ever ever called my b/f that i liked a fag or any ohter name b/c if you really care about a guy you dont make fun of him adn hit him i havent done that since like 3th grade and thats when ppl use to chase the person they liked around the playground now if he has a recess thhere would be ppl all over each other now making out or w/e.. but who cares i cant wait to tell ashlee what happend to me and wil on the bus b/c its a very interesting story b/c im jus now satarting to talk to him and im jus not tlaking to hayat b/c she has changed a lot o well i g2g byebyebyeybeybeybyebyebyebyebyebye
o my new word is
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love ya much
lauran
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